Created by compiling roughly 800,000 scientific papers into 776 scientific paradigms which results is an amazing display of connectivity. It almost looks alive.
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When I first left Florida and arrived up north, I found out my Mom had been reading my Journal (it wasn’t friends only then) so I wrote her a little something:
…My intent is sometimes over-powered by my actions, but believe me, I do NOT live my life to make you sad, distraught, or even worried.
…Though my life may not have gone in the direction you wanted for me, it is going in the direction I want it to.
…I know that isn’t because you’re telling me what to do or forcing your agenda on me. It is because you love me and you hate to see anyone suffer as you have in your past. Those wishes are heard, but like you and many others in life, I need to learn my lessons without judgment and with UNCONDITIONAL love, which you have delivered in spades.
…I am still coming to terms with A LOT of my past, but slowly, as you have seen, I am healing.
…I don’t know your view on my disease, but I hope during my stay with you and Dad, you saw the reality and severity of it, enough to understand how hard it is for me.
…I am back in our home state (NJ/Philly area) and in just 3 days I see a lot of you around here…. I see mountains from my window, I am 5 minutes from a Ski Lodge, I live in a HUGE basement bedroom, I am a little more than an hour outside of NY, and 15 minutes from Philly.
Honestly, as much as it sucks, it’s also a good thing. It will go out with a bang before it started sucking and dragging on. They’ll be remembered as a great show, not as a ‘for the love of god die already’ show.
**NOTE - Those of you who grew up on the original 1978 version like I did should remember that it only ran for 2 seasons.